Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Day Nineteen - Take TWO

Freedom is a necessity for me but I do so love structure.  I think the big fear about structure though is the expectations that come along for the ride and of course the good old fear of failure.  Setting a goal and not attaining it can mean a huge withdrawal from our emotional bank account.  Freedom is one of the many reason I love 100 Days of 100%.  Two days ago I began Day Nineteen of my 100 days.  I mapped out what 100% would look like but got side tracked actually disheartened.  A close friend of mine lost her father and my 100% seemed to pale in comparison in the grand scheme of things that day.  I did write down that I wanted to be there for her but couldn't bring myself to put a percentage to that.  There are days when 100% is just not even on your radar, that's OK.  I jumped off the horse for a couple of days and then picked it up again today, no guilt, no judgement, no BIG withdrawal from my emotional bank account.  Today I mapped out a great day and then stepped up to 100%.  How could I not, today I will complete my 100 powerful conversations and tomorrow it will be time for the next chapter, whatever that is.

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