Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Day 29 - Is it just me or am I walking through mud?
I'm not sure if it is fact that "100 Days of 100%" gives you so much freedom or that I'm doing it alone but it feels like I'm walking through mud! Day 29 feels like at least day 50. The last three days I've had low energy and have lowered the bar even further. Yesterday I committed to 50% and laid out what felt like a do-able description of 100% I must admit for me this is new. Usually I would have rallied up and white knuckled through it but I'm looking for something more here. Looking over it today I am pleased to award myself a score of 25. I over delivered and it feels good. This isn't about just making it through 100 days, this is about learning more about myself and what makes me tick. Learning how to work best with what I've got... ME! At conception this process of 100 Days of 100% was like an Iron Man contest but now I'm realizing it's much more than that. The process is slower and I believe the effects will be longer lasting. Perhaps even permanent? If that's the case I better get back to it. I'm making magic here for myself, sculpting a new depth, peeling off more of the onion and I don't want to cut off an important piece.
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